Lately I've had quite a few things to be excited about, and some things that have brought me down immensely to the point where I have seriously considered beating people up and feeding them their intestines. But good has happened. It's my birthday tomorrow and that makes me happy. Not that I care about being 16 or anything but it's a day to celebrate myself, what kind of selfish person passes up that opportunity? Not me, that's for sure. Also I'm really loving my Drawing and Painting I class that I'm taking by accident this year. We're doing massing right now. It really has helped me improve my art.

I've got a picture to scan, of Rudolph, the character from my 3rd novel who proves to be absolutely amazing. Half my friends think I'm crazy for being obsessed with this fictional character, the other half are obsessed. But it's not like a creepy crush on a fictional guy, type thing like those terrible teens and Edward from Twilight (bleh) this is so much cooler. When I find myself stuck in a sticky situation (...situations...are irrelevant now *continues to sing*) I contemplate a way out and think..WWRD? What Would Rudolph Do? Ha, he's such a badass, I try and compile everything I've learned and love about the world into him to make him a character people can relate to. He needs some work, lets face it we all have our flaws.

I'm also excited about summer, because that's when I officially start revising my novels again. Which makes me happy. I'm such a lazy ass that I never want to do it and I keep writing new stuff. My friend and drill sergant Jordyn has beeen like "You have the strength to write new crap so obvioiusly you can edit/revise!" and I'm sprawled out on the floor suckin on licorice mumbling, "But the first two books don't have Rudolph in them..." And then she gets all somber and quiet because she loves him just like I do.

Also watering hole coming up pretty soon on Sun. hopefully. Gah, I'm craving sushi all the time. You can't just eat it for one day, and then be done, oh no, you've got to eat it for the rest of that week. Unfortunately Moonlight doesn't have take out...that they know of...

Got an iPod touch a few hrs. ago and I'm syncing my music. I'm excited to have miles and miles of room for my sounds now. It's kind of fly to have this, although I don't like constantly changing apple technology I'll make an acception for this sweetas 32 gig. Peace love and GAP.

Happy birthday to me.